Life is a series of ups and downs, a never ending and constantly changing cycle. Your life and your outlook on it greatly influences the lengths and severity of these inevitable changes. Right now, I am on a serious downer and the only thing that is cheering me up right now is the progress in my music and this blog.
As of now, I am dreading the coming weeks, hoping for some sort of catastrophe that will relieve me of this burden for a good long time. I know that everyone has gone through it, and for doing they are better people. I will survive somehow, but at this point in time, I do not quite know how.
It is constantly in the back of my mind, lurking there like the ghost of my past waiting to spring out an destroy everything that I have worked so hard to accomplish. The quicker that this month ends, the happier I will be. I know that I am going to have to stick this one out and that it will all be better once things settle down, but right now I am just not that into it.
My life is in the downer faze, my only reconciliation is that this weekend was a weekend, not a pseudo-weekend filled with false pretenses.
As they say in Latin, carpe diem.
Getting Personal
- Tiny Black x3
- 727, Florida, United States
- I want to be baptized by music. I want music that will fuck my brain so hard I have to crawl out of my skin to feel the tension. I want music that will make a slut out of my anger. I want music that will make me cum. I want music that will make me bleed. I want music that has an aftertaste that will make me vomit it back up as poetry.
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